Baby

I am a fixer, there is something wrong with this picture it reminds me of the time I said I love you and you did not believe me. Maybe you thought I was like that guy in the picture a “Party Animal” or thought I was crazy for saying too much too soon and serving myself on a silver platter.

When someone says: I love you believe them; they need to say it more than you need to hear it. Been there done that. You can’t make someone love you, you can’t hurry love, but you can’t stop someone from loving you once they do, just because you don’t believe it’s true. You can’t put love on hold just because the timing isn’t right.

To love is to trust. I shared my thoughts, ideas and dreams with you; I did things I never thought I would, just to be there for you. You should have known I meant every word. 

I fell in love with someone strong, beautiful, wonderful, but you did not see what I saw, you questioned my intentions, my rights and my wrongs, you not trusting me like I trusted you was too painful. My heart opened to you and all I ever wanted was for you to love me back. Whenever I thought about love I thought about you. I saw the love in your eyes; I felt your love in your touch, in your kiss and all over my body.   

Sometimes we let our insecurities betray us and we forget what really matters. I am a fixer I can fix what’s wrong with this picture.

This picture reminds me: Let me tell you how amazing you are to me, call me when you are ready to open your heart to me and let me love you. Reach out to me if you want to see me, hold me, kiss me and show how much you care. Trust my feeling and yours. Baby I love you; you are the only one, close your eyes and listen to your heart. We can fix this, love always fights back. Love always finds a way out of the dark.  Baby I am yours and what’s yours always returns to you.