I am a
fixer, there is something wrong with this picture it reminds me of the time I
said I love you and you did not believe me. Maybe you
thought I was like that guy in the picture a “Party Animal” or thought I was
crazy for saying too much too soon and serving myself on a silver platter.
When
someone says: I love you believe them; they need to say it more than you need
to hear it. Been there done that. You can’t make someone love you, you can’t
hurry love, but you can’t stop someone from loving you once they do, just
because you don’t believe it’s true. You can’t put love on hold just because
the timing isn’t right.
To love is
to trust. I shared my thoughts, ideas and dreams with you; I did things I never
thought I would, just to be there for you. You should have known I meant every
word.
I fell in
love with someone strong, beautiful, wonderful, but you did not see what I saw,
you questioned my intentions, my rights and my wrongs, you not trusting me like
I trusted you was too painful. My heart opened to you and all I ever wanted was
for you to love me back. Whenever I thought about love I thought about you. I saw
the love in your eyes; I felt your love in your touch, in your kiss and all
over my body.
Sometimes
we let our insecurities betray us and we forget what really matters. I am a fixer
I can fix what’s wrong with this picture.
This
picture reminds me: Let me tell you how amazing you are to me, call me when you
are ready to open your heart to me and let me love you. Reach out to me if you
want to see me, hold me, kiss me and show how much you care. Trust my feeling
and yours. Baby I love you; you are the only one, close your eyes and listen to
your heart. We can fix this, love always fights back. Love always finds a way
out of the dark. Baby I am yours and what’s
yours always returns to you.
