Happiness

I don’t want to be your happiness!

I want you to find your happiness and share it with me.

I want to smile with you. I want to cry with you. I want to laugh with you.

I want to be the person you tell your jokes and your everyday stories to.

I want to be your friend, your lover, your other half if you are feeling incomplete or have trouble breathing without me. But I want you to be happy and not make me responsible for your happiness.

I want to comfort you and make you smile if you feel like crying or let you cry and just hold you until you stop crying and start to smile again.

I want to love you and feel your love I want to share so much with you.

I want everything with you, less would be unacceptable.

We deserve so much you and I

Just don’t tell me I am your happiness. Go out and find your happiness, the sooner the better so we can be together and laugh again.  

Xoxo

JP

 

The things we do for love

Back to the beginning

Me so shy

I wanted him to love me.

So I did something really crazy, me so shy.

I put myself out there, really out there.  All the lights on me,

So he could see me, notice me, really see me.

I put on a show, became someone different. Someone brave,

Someone not like me, cause me so shy.

All I wanted was for him to notice me, see me, want me,

Love me.

I looked in the mirror and I saw her, not like me, not so shy.

She did the dirty work, she took over and stole the show for me.

One day I forgot why I was doing it and why so many lights were on me.

I started questioning and doubting, I got lost and she was in charge, the woman in the mirror.

That beautiful fearless creature that was nothing like me and now had a life of her own.

Me so shy had forgotten that all I ever wanted was for him to notice me, see me,want me so bad and love me.

Love me

Xoxo

The things we do for love